What an incredible set of readings today. This is our hope! This is what our faith is about. As Paul says in one of his letters, it all comes down to this. If Christ did not die for our sins, if He did not rise from the dead….then our faith is in vain…and we are fools. Thank God then for His Son…The Way, The Truth, and The Life.

In today’s reading from Wisdom, we have beautifully detailed the truth and meaning of our trials here. But more than that, we have the promise…the utter factuality of our immortality…of our reward…of our forever. As it says…those who die with Christ appear to the foolish to be dead indeed. Their death appears sad or tragic. But it is not so. Those who die in Christ are at peace. And more than that:

In the time of their visitation they shall shine,
and shall dart about as sparks through stubble;
they shall judge nations and rule over peoples,
and the Lord shall be their King forever.
Those who trust in him shall understand truth,
and the faithful shall abide with him in love:
because grace and mercy are with his holy ones,
and his care is with his elect. Wisdom 3:7-9

We will dart about as sparks…bursting with life and light. All because God is Good and Faithful.

You know I have to admit that I get a little negative twinge when it comes to Psalm 23. I imagine that’s because it is so continually associated with death and funerals. But as I read it again today…the Hope within it just pops off the page. My Father leads me, He gives me rest, He refreshes me, He encourages me, and because of Him I have nothing to fear…nothing. On top of that…goodness and kindness follow me…ALL of my days. I don’t need to wait for “the other shoe to drop.” I don’t need to fear the end of all the joy and goodness in my life that I know I don’t deserve. They will follow me…all of my days. That’s His promise. What more could I ask for…what more could I ever hope to want?

As Paul writes in today’s passage from Romans, Hope does not disappoint. We have the Love of God within us. And as Christ Himself says in the Gospel…He will not lose even one of us. He came for us. He came to save us…to bring us back to Our Father…to restore us to the paradise He always desired us to know. And so while death is a part of this life…a part that we added…another perversion that we introduced…it too has been redeemed and transformed. What once seemed like the end (and sadly still does for so many), is really now just a transition. Christ came that we might have eternal life. It is ours…it is mine…if only I believe…I follow…I love. That is what I believe. That is my hope.

I had a little revelation this weekend. If I want to know where I stand in terms of my walk with God…in terms of my faith, I just need to ask myself…what do I withhold from Him? What do I cling to….and squeeze hold of tighter when I feel as though it might be taken away? The less I can name, the deeper my faith…the stronger my commitment. As I considered this, it brought to mind the story of Abraham and Isaac (Genesis 22:1-19). God tested Abraham, asking for his son…his only son. And not just asking for Abraham to give him up…but to kill him. That’s a serious test.

And here I am…failing the test over and over….and all God asks for is my time (time spent being patient with the older lady driving in front of me), my money (giving that $5 to the homeless man begging on the corner instead of having that hamburger I had been looking forward to all morning), my energy (helping my wife fold the laundry instead of watching the last quarter of the big game), my prayers (lifting up this person struggling with cancer or the other person struggling with depression instead of asking only for strength for myself)…

Why do I cling so tightly? It is all His after all. Whatever I have, it is only because He has given it. That I have come to cherish my time, my money, my energy, etc. is only because He has allowed me to experience and control these things. One word and they could all disappear. And if I knew that…and really believed that…then wouldn’t it change how I approach these things? Shouldn’t it?

Father, please take my time…I return it to you. Whatever You would have me do today…make it happen. Let me accept every delay, every interruption, every intrusion into my agenda…into my schedule…as a divine appointment. Let me seek You in each moment…knowing You are there…knowing you brought me to that moment for a reason.

Father, please take my money…I return it to you. Whatever you would have me “spend” it on…to whomever you want me to give it…make it happen. Let me be content with what I have, and not seek something bigger or better or cooler. Open my eyes to the need You see and show me how to help. Let me recognize that each dollar I spend is Your dollar, and that You will want an account of how I spent it….and then remind me of how difficult it will be to be faced with hunger and homelessness and justify why I needed that new suit.

Father, please take my energy…I return it to you. Whatever you would have me apply myself to…make it happen. Remove the sense of urgency I create by stacking up this list of things I “have” to do. Give me clarity to recognize what must be done…on Your list. Push me out of my complacency and laziness. Kindle in me a fire for Your work, a passion for Your will. Fill me with eagerness for Your projects…not mine.

Father, I want to give You everything…even though I don’t know what that will require of me. Help me to not withhold anything from you: Not my agenda, not my desires, not my toys, not my job, not my life…and not the life of my loved ones. Change me, Father, so that whatever You ask…whatever You require…I will obey…I will let go. This is my heart’s cry, Father…that You would measure me, and find that I am not wanting for anything…but more of you.